There are many hopes and dreams that I have. A lot of them I have never shared. I did not feel I could. I did not feel any support and I was tired of being laughed at. So I hid a lot.

One of my biggest dreams is to go back to school and major in special Ed specializing in emotionaly disturbed. That is my passion and where my heart is. I went to school and majored in something just because that is what everyone thought I should do. It is time, past time for me to let my hear guide me and not let people sway me..

I would love to start singing and playing the piano again. Music is such a big part of my life and I wish I had not given it up. I would love to get in the recording studio. Just to get back to writting even it never goes any futher. Music is such a healing release for me.  There is such a power and a gift in music Esp. if you are willing to write from your hear and let your feelings and expirences guide you. Who cares if no one ever picks it up, or it never becomes a #1 single(although that would be nice!) When you write from your heart none of that maters.

Later in my life I would love to go to Africa and help with the AIDS crisis. There is so much devstation over there. Even though my life is hard at times, I take a step back and I realize I have so much. I can give a little back.

I have a great life. Sure, it has been crappy right now. And I have had a God-awful past., but I can always start over. Start right now. From this day forward, I can  start to create the life I want, not the life other people think I should have. Because after all this is MY life and years later I want to be a ble to say I had a good fulfilled life. I want to be happy with what I did and what I accomplished. I want to make a difference in someones life.

More later,tears....

You are wonderful. A good loving heart, take care, have a great weekend.:)

You have wonderful goals Wow! You sing and play the piana??? Am I jealous or what! Go for your dreams Christy:)

woooo hoooooo!!!
i wanted to ride a harley and marry david bowie and have his kids!!!

You can make a difference in someones life from where you are. Its a good thing to have goals but just remember just because someone seems strong or doesnt live in africa dosent mean you can't make a difference in their lives. You have friends and you make a difference in their lives.
I too have many dreams and constantly strive towards them. Just believe in yourself even when no one else seems like they believe in you. I really think you need to embrace what you have and reach for what you want too.

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